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“But, are you making a living?”

June 29, 2012

When people find out that someone is an author, there are several questions that usually come up pretty fast:

  • Would I have read anything you wrote?
  • Where do you get your ideas from?
  • Are you making any money?

I’m going to talk about the last of these for now, and particularly its rather bothersome follow-up question, which inspired the title of this post.

“Are you making any money?” is such an interesting thing to ask an author. The obvious implication is that the asker assumes that you are not. Also, that making money is the sole indicator of quality or success. Or that you wouldn’t (or shouldn’t) be writing if it weren’t for the money.

I’m a commercial author; I sell my books and stories. I don’t believe this makes me a better author than writers who share their work for free or perhaps never even show it to anyone. But I choose to make my work available for sale – my time is worth something, and I believe that people will pay for stories that they like. And the market agrees, for whatever that’s worth.

But I do not write in order to make money. Very few fiction authors do – it’s not typically a lucrative profession. Like all artists, writers struggle to sell their work. A handful of well-known and popular people do extremely well financially, but the majority plod away with a small fan base and a steady trickle of sales.

But I am making money with my writing, so that should satisfy those folks who want to use sales as a gauge of success, right? Apparently not, since in my experience, when I answer the question, “Are you making any money?” with the word, “Yes,” the person who asks almost inevitably follows it up with an incredulous, “Yeah, but, are you making a living?”

It’s hard not to get angry when this happens.

I know these people aren’t trying to be insulting, but the implication is that if an author doesn’t clear tens of thousands of dollars a year, that maybe they should just stop writing. I mean, why do something that’s difficult and time-consuming if it doesn’t pay the bills? Clearly, I’d just be better off spending that time watching TV or playing golf.

What folks don’t realize is that few authors “make a living” as a writer. When you go into a bookstore, the vast majority of the people behind those books have day jobs, many of which have nothing to do with their writing.

The publishing business is notoriously difficult to quantify, but with a little digging you learn that the average advance for a first time novelist is about $5000. Most books don’t earn out their advance, so that’s all the money the author will see from that book sale. And it’s not like most writers can crank out a completed novel in a few months. Many writers infamously take years on a book.

Most authors would love to work on their craft full-time, as would most visual artists, musicians, filmmakers and craftspeople. But the reality of the current economic system is that creative work is valued in a highly polarized manner – a tiny number of popular artists make huge sums for their work and everyone else barely gets by. It’s the nature of the beast.

Yet some people seem to think that it’s acceptable to imply that those of us whose books aren’t instantly as popular as Twilight or The DaVinci Code should just give up on our art. As if sales have ever been the best indicator of artistic value. As if creative people have never been motivated by something other than cash.

I know that the people who ask if I make a living from my writing aren’t trying to be hurtful. The question may arise out of their belief that artists should be paid. Perhaps they’re just curious, or maybe even a little envious.

But regardless of why they ask, the implications remain, and it’s difficult not to take insult from that question.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: money, work, writing

Experience-Taking Through Fiction (or how to get readers to love your characters)

June 25, 2012

Check out this fascinating research into what happens to people when they read.

Psychologists Discover How People Subconsciously Become Their Favorite Fictional Characters – Medical Daily.

Psychologists have discovered that while reading a book or story, people are prone to subconsciously adopt their behavior, thoughts, beliefs and internal responses to that of fictional characters as if they were their own.

Experts have dubbed this subconscious phenomenon ‘experience-taking,’ where people actually change their own behaviors and thoughts to match those of a fictional character that they can identify with.

This results of this study weren’t overly surprising to me since the incredibly trippy experience I had reading On The Road as a young woman. I remember riding the bus to class in the morning, reading, and feeling quite convincingly stoned for the rest of the day, all from Kerouac’s words. Equally unsurprisingly, soon I was seeking out books like Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas for yet another cheap high.

However, the really interesting part of this for authors, is that there are trick we can use to help our readers dive into our books more completely. Apparently, by revealing character aspects later in the story, you can get more readers to identify with that character, regardless of how little they may have in common.

In an experiment consisting of 70 heterosexual males, who were asked to read a story about a homosexual undergraduate student revealed extraordinarily different results depending on when in the narrative the character’s sexuality was exposed.

Participants who had found out about the protagonist being gay later in the narrative reported significantly more favorable attitudes toward homosexuals after reading the story than participants who read that the protagonist was gay early on or read that the protagonist was heterosexual.

Identifying with your characters is, of course, a great way to develop fans of your work. More importantly, to my mind, it is a way to let people experience a new world, a new life, a new way of being. Which is, I’d argue, the point of fiction.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: characters, experience, writing

Fiction vs. Reality

June 21, 2012

Image by Leo Reynolds

I read a very interesting article on Pankhearst about historical and modern witchcraft trials and the connection with popular fiction.

“Today, it seems very popular for writers – specifically women – to write supernatural claptrap about the magical descendants of the victims of Salem, or about witches who survived, without giving even a moment’s thought to the fact that they are, in fact, condoning the institutionalized torture and murder of – predominantly – women and, figuratively speaking, pissing all over the graces [sic] of tens of thousands of innocent women.”

Horrific events in fiction are markedly different from the same things in real life. Indeed, they are often required for the story to be interesting (murder mysteries, war stories, etc.).

This also makes me think of a dichotomy in my own community: many of us cruising sailors enjoy pirate themed events. We say “Yaar,” dress up in tricornered hats, and drink our jiggers of rum. However, we also deal with real piracy personally – I met a family who were later taken hostage in the Indian Ocean and I’m only one degree removed from the crew of Quest who were murdered after being kidnapped by pirates.

Part of the reason for this apparent conflict is that the “fun” pirates are an entirely different thing from the real ones – they are fiction. People need to be able to explore the dark side of our personalities, and fiction is a good way of doing that. If we say that some events are “off-limits” to fiction, even to fiction which treats those events as fodders for humour, then we are repressing the exploration of those ideas.

All that being said, I wonder how many people who enjoy “supernatural claptrap about the magical descendants of the victims of Salem” are aware of the history behind these stories. I’d like to think that reading stories based on real events would help spur people to learn a little about those events.

It’s an interesting question for writers and other creative artists about where (if anywhere) to draw the line.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: current events, writing

Editing (Unlike Math) Is Hard

March 16, 2012

One of the complaints self-publishers get is that their work isn’t well edited. Sometimes that’s true, and sometimes it’s not, and sometimes it’s something in between. There are plenty of ways to get a better final version (many eyes make light work), but the truth of the matter is that typos, grammar whammies and other bogglers get through. They just do.

As a fantastic example of this, I was reading crime author extraordinaire Lawrence Block‘s blog post about a pretty bad editing error he just discovered in one of his books. After the book’s been in print by several publishers for over 20 years.

I did find a few typos I’d somehow missed. Well for wall, means for meant, a word or two left out. And then, remarkably, I found this paragraph:

I nodded. “And Lynn London’s been married and divorced, and half the neighbors on Wyckoff Street have moved somewhere or other. It’s as though every wind on earth’s been busy blowing sand on top of her grave. I know Americans lead mobile lives. I read somewhere that every year twenty percent of the country changes its place of residence. Even so, it’s as though every wind on earth’s been busy blowing sand on top of her grave. It’s like digging for Troy.”

…

Could some gremlin had added it since my last reading? I checked the eBook version, and saw that I’d somehow failed to notice it in either of my two passes over the text… I studied the paragraph, and it seemed clear to me that the first wind-and-sand line was the one to cut. But why not make sure? So I went and hauled out my copy of the Arbor House hardcover first edition and checked.

And there was the full paragraph, just as I quoted it above, with both sentences about the wind blowing the sand on Barbara Ettinger’s grave. That, evidently, is how I wrote it over thirty years ago. And that’s how it’s been ever since, sailing past Jared Kieling, my editor at Arbor House, and their copy editor, and their proofreader, and everybody else who’s been involved with the book over the years.

It happens to the best of us.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: editing, writing

Working…

January 7, 2012

So, with the incredible end of my IndieGoGo campaign, I’ve got a shot in the arm financially and motivationally. Which means I’m keeping plenty busy.

The Beauty of Our WeaponsFinal editing and audio recording of The Beauty of Our Weapons is coming along – it feels slooooowwww, but it’s actually moving ahead at a good pace. If the weather holds (I can’t record when it’s raining or windy), I should be done in a couple of weeks.

Then I can get final formatting done for the hard copies and start that process.

I’m also working on the short story commissioned by my patron, theoretically more than practically working on another novel and I have another short story percolating away in my brain. Busy, but happy – that’s how I like it!

(Check out the cover art by JT Lindroos. How awesome is that?!)

Filed Under: News Tagged With: #amwriting, writing

Nothing Exists in a Vacuum

September 20, 2011

Recently, we celebrated the third anniversary of leaving Canada. It’s not that we’re particularly happy to not be living in Canada – rather, we miss the places and people all the time. But instead we were celebrating the three years of traveling the world, testing our limits and living the Big Adventure of living on a small (relative to the grand expanse of the ocean) sailboat.

It’s been a fabulous experience, but we both feel like it’s time to slow down. We aren’t necessarily giving up cruising, but we want a bit of a normal life for a while. So when we get to New Zealand this spring (fall, for you northern hemisphere folks), we plan to stick around for a while.

One of the reasons that this is a compelling choice for me, is that I really miss having an in-person writing community. I am well connected with other writers via the internet, and feel like I have a very supportive online community. But I often miss the meetings I had with the critique group I was involved with back in Canada, and am really looking forward to participating in the vibrant artistic community alive in New Zealand.

I’m already a member of SpecFicNZ, though I never managed to make a meetup when we were there last year. I’m hoping to remedy that situation in 2012, and also hope to possibly attend one of the Spec Fic conferences.

While writing is fundamentally a solitary activity, it doesn’t have to be a lonely one. I’m looking forward to connecting with new colleagues in an active scene in one of the most beautiful places in the world.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: specficnz, travel, writing

Junowrimo

May 29, 2011

About a month ago, I started to have this familiar feeling.  It’s kind of akin to heartburn crossed with nervousness.  I know that sorta sick sorta excited feeling.  It’s a novel idea.  Not a new or previously unthought-of idea.  No, it’s an idea for a novel.

But it’s not merely an idea.  That’s too small.  It’s like this universe is forming in my mind, small at first, then expanding rapidly until all these little details have been made extant – a character’s nickname, the colour of a house, the title (always the hardest part for me).  So.  I guess I’m writing another novel.

The timing wasn’t great, I thought, given that it’s May and all.  Then I heard about the Southern Cross Novel Challenge (SocNoc), and I was like, “Hey! That’s perfect!”

So, for the month of June, I’m pretending it’s Nano time and writing this novel that won’t get out of my head any other way.  It’s not like I have anything else to do here in Fiji where the water is clear and warm and full of beautiful fish to look at. No. Nothing else at all.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: #amwriting, writing

Writing Underway

November 26, 2010

Now that I have successfully reached 50000 words this November, and another Nanowrimo win, I can breathe a sigh of relief. Because I have to admit that trying to write a novel while undertaking one of the most challenging ocean passages of our trip might not have been the best idea.

Being underway seems like the perfect time to write. Most non-sailors don’t realize that most of the time underway is spent doing more or less nothing. Cruising boats are set up to drive themselves – on Scream we have two different tools for self-steering, a windvane and an electric autopilot, and we are almost always using one of these. On an ocean passage out jobs are mainly are just making sure that we are more or less on course and that everything is working correctly. You’d think that would leave lots of time for other activities, like writing.

The reality is that even though most of our time is spent just hanging out, it’s not that simple. It’s tough to hang on to a laptop in rolling seas, especially when we take the occasional unpredictable wave into the cockpit. And working down below, while it seems like the ideal solution, is a recipe for seasickness.

On our passage from Tonga to New Zealand, I was hoping to write 1500-2000 words a day. As it turned out, I managed the following on the ten day trip:

  • Day 1: 0
  • Day 2: 435
  • Day 3: 1,964
  • Day 4: 1,169
  • Day 5: 1,878
  • Day 6: 1,588
  • Day 7: 0
  • Day 8: 1,520
  • Day 9: 2,046
  • Day 10: 0

You can see pretty clearly the days when things were a little rough.

Happily, I’ve been getting lots of writing time in now that we are safely here in Opua, New Zealand. It’s nice to be able to relax, and now that I’ve got the win firmly under my belt, I can concentrate on finishing the story. And enjoying the land of plenty.

Comments? Talk to me via twitter, @darusha.

Filed Under: News Tagged With: bad ideas, nanowrimo, sailing, writing

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